Day 22 and 23

Day 22: 10 things from people you don't really expect

I don't expect them to:

1. understand me
2. like me
3. be gracious
4. know what I am thinking about, this includes people I know
5. fly over to Canada to visit me when I'm there:-(
6. accept me for who I am
7. like my dress sense
8. and I can't think of any more
9. yes I still can't think
10. Really cannot think of any more.

Day 23: Something you always think "what if" about

What if I had aced my O Levels. Seriously! I would definitely be in a JC, but maybe not PJC. Everything would be so different. The people I know, the people I love, the surroundings, the teachers, the studying environment! Maybe I would have been more focused on my studies, or maybe I'd be too complacent bcs my O Level results were good. Idk what I'd become, but I'd definitely not be where I am now...

7 more days to the end... How time flies. Slightly less than 2 months before I fly... Very soon it'd be less than a month and then, within days, within hours and I'd be in Canada.

I know I shld be embracing life right now, but I am not... I'm not very excited, I'm so afraid, I'm so worried, I'm sad, and before I know it, everything is just gna come crashing and too fast for me to catch up.

So gna miss Singapore!

xx